Life is busy–but I am lovin it!

I’m finally on a break from school and have been even busier than ever! We had my brother & sister in law come up to stay with us for a few days – best decision I’ve ever made. I think we both got to know each other in ways we didn’t really know before. . . . → Read More: Life is busy–but I am lovin it!

My Heart is Opening

I have always been very stingy on my love with family.  I hold myself back and feel weird about relationships that weren’t always there.

It’s absolutely a HUGE downfall of me.

I’m trying to change though and I think through all of my growing as a person . . . → Read More: My Heart is Opening

Just a Motivating Monday ~ Forgiveness

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I LOVE inspiring things to motivate me and I thought what better of a day to read inspiration than on dreadful Mondays. If you would like to write something you think will inspire or motivate others PLEASE grab the button and link up!! I’d . . . → Read More: Just a Motivating Monday ~ Forgiveness

I hate….

It’s no secret that I’m not a fan of my in-laws.

I hate the drama that comes along with them.

I hate how they are always assuming I’m thinking one way, when they have no idea how I think or feel.

I hate how there’s always tension when they’re around.

I . . . → Read More: I hate….


Tonight I caught my girls looking quite delightful like this…………

and while snapping that picture, eyes closed and the quietness of our night began………

and my heart had the most peaceful feeling overcome it. These girls will always have each other. These girls will always be sisters, and . . . → Read More: Sisters

Pour Your Heart Out…. In Laws

Believe it or not I hate drama. I say believe it or not, because it seems like we ALWAYS have drama going on with family. So I’m here to pour it all out.

I’ve never had a good relationship with my inlaws. They have this preconceived idea . . . → Read More: Pour Your Heart Out…. In Laws

and then there were 5

Through my pregnancy I was absolutely terrified that this little girl would enter this world and I wouldn’t be able to love her like I love Jayden and Ella.  I knew in my hear that this honestly in no way could even be possible, but I always had this small fear within . . . → Read More: and then there were 5

The post where I talk about moving away from EVERYTHING

I’ve never felt like I belong where I’ve been in life.  I sometimes imagine myself living in the south, eating fried foods and corn on the cob and listening to Sweet Home Alabama while I rock in rocker on my porch.

Other times I imagine myself living right on the coast.  I never . . . → Read More: The post where I talk about moving away from EVERYTHING

4th Myaversary ~ *Heavy Image*

Yesterday was our 4th Myaversary.  4 years ago yesterday we found out our baby girl was no longer alive inside of me.  Hardest most excruciating pain I’ve ever experienced inside.

I talk about {Mya} often.  She’s not something I’ve pushed under the rug and moved easily on . . . → Read More: 4th Myaversary ~ *Heavy Image*

A Sister I’ll Never Have

I’ve never shared the story of the life my siblings have lived. I’m not talking about my dad’s daughter’s….. I’m talking about the siblings that came from my mom. The siblings I always considered my “real” siblings…. almost like we were full blooded. But we’re not, and I’ve learned that actually means something. I . . . → Read More: A Sister I’ll Never Have

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