The impact that it had on me was astounding

I’m raising a sneaky little snake.  Jayden lost his tooth last night and stuck it under his pillow with so much excitement in him I felt it flow through me.  The kid is almost 10 and believes in all the magical things still – including the tooth fairy.  He goes up later that night . . . → Read More: The impact that it had on me was astounding

Simple days with my babes

Spring break…..


I was spending a majority of today cleaning, doing laundry and having a much needed tea party with my girls, when a beautiful feeling of peace entered my soul.  Not having the pressure of something hanging over your head is something quite wonderful.  The past couple of weeks have been extremely . . . → Read More: Simple days with my babes

The Official Diagnosis

Last Sunday I packed 2 of my kids up in the car and drove 3 hours away to do something that’s needed to be done for  a very long time.  I’ve blogged many times about my concerns with Jayden and autism.  I’ve blogged about taking him out of school, . . . → Read More: The Official Diagnosis


Tonight I caught my girls looking quite delightful like this…………

and while snapping that picture, eyes closed and the quietness of our night began………

and my heart had the most peaceful feeling overcome it. These girls will always have each other. These girls will always be sisters, and . . . → Read More: Sisters

Effecting my other babies

Today is 2 weeks & 5 days of us being a family of 5.  I don’t think it’s been going extremely fast as I feel like Aliyah has been here with us a lot longer than that.  But she hasn’t and I’m sitting back and realizing how different things actually are.

. . . → Read More: Effecting my other babies

We’re Homeschooling! And I’m STILL pregnant

I really got quite used to my blog break.  I must say though…. I NEEDED IT!  With everything going on in our lives right now, I needed 110% focus on my life.  Tonight as I sit in a very quiet living room, with my children fast asleep, I felt the desire . . . → Read More: We’re Homeschooling! And I’m STILL pregnant

The moment I pray for God to have some answers for me

I’m just going to pre-warn you all that there is probably going to be some MAJOR rambling with this post…. I’m upset, and I’m confused and it’s times like this that I wonder why God entrusted me with children…. what if I make a wrong decision?

Shortly after I posted . . . → Read More: The moment I pray for God to have some answers for me

He knows he’s different

Today we were watching Horton Hears a Who and Jayden says about Gordon, “Mom, he’s different or unusual huh?  I’m unusual aren’t I?”

I’m telling you that it seems like this past week with Jayden has been a roller coaster of emotions.

My reply to Jayden was simply this, “Jayden, everybody in this world . . . → Read More: He knows he’s different

4th Myaversary ~ *Heavy Image*

Yesterday was our 4th Myaversary.  4 years ago yesterday we found out our baby girl was no longer alive inside of me.  Hardest most excruciating pain I’ve ever experienced inside.

I talk about {Mya} often.  She’s not something I’ve pushed under the rug and moved easily on . . . → Read More: 4th Myaversary ~ *Heavy Image*

The Hard Parenting Moments

Stepping out of the bathroom with a huge grin on your face because YOU ARE PREGNANT, you aren’t thinking about the challenges that are going to come along with those 2 beautiful pink lines.

I can still remember walking out of the bathroom and my husband being . . . → Read More: The Hard Parenting Moments

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