It’s Monday and I’m motivated. I have a new blackberry curve and it has me motivated. New gadgets always get me excited. I was laying in bed and I sat there with my phone in my hand and went into the tasks and put everything in there that I needed to get done. I love going through and checking things off that I’ve accomplished.
Another thing I LOVE about having a blackberry is I have constant access to the internet. I can go to LDS.org and read the ensign, study scriptures and so many other things.
I’m going to the park with my cousin for lunch today. Our little girls are 1 year and 2 days apart, so they’re going to finally get together and play with each other. I really should be working my butt off today, but I really need to get out of the house and get some sanity back in my brain.
We’re taking off on Wednesday for Reno. I have a seminar to go to, so I have so much stuff to accomplish before I go, so today and tomorrow I’m going to be SLAMMED BUSY. I have to meet with my Aunt Julie who is helping with taxes tomorrow so I have a lot to prepare there.
I want to work on personal goals with myself. I’m reflecting on who I was, who I am, and who I am becoming. I want to be a better wife, a better mom, a better friend. Some personal goals that I’m working on right now is building a stronger relationship with my husband. I have done a lot of reading on LDS.org and I’ve become inspired by the articles in the Ensign. I have a wonderful marriage, but I feel like it could be so much more. So, I’m taking the initiative and I’m going to start just working on myself to see what that brings. We as humans are so selfish, and I know that I’m extremely selfish. I’m always concerned with what ‘I want and need’. I’m going to start focusing on what Gino wants and needs and actually really paying attention and trying to give to him.
I want to make him happy and I think him being really happy will make me happy.