The Footprints on My Heart

I took these beautiful feet print of my absolutely precious, beautiful, sweet blessing of a baby girl Aliyah for my Valentine’s cards.  I couldn’t stop staring at them and thinking……

I started thinking about when I lost Mya and how all I wanted was her feet print.  I remember the . . . → Read More: The Footprints on My Heart

An Essay for School ~ It’s all for a reason

I’m taking a writing class {English Comp} this term and am extremely blessed to have a professor that lets us choose what we write about. The assignment was no less than 150 words, but no more than 250 on a vividly capture of a poignant moment or experience in the life of . . . → Read More: An Essay for School ~ It’s all for a reason

4th Myaversary ~ *Heavy Image*

Yesterday was our 4th Myaversary.  4 years ago yesterday we found out our baby girl was no longer alive inside of me.  Hardest most excruciating pain I’ve ever experienced inside.

I talk about {Mya} often.  She’s not something I’ve pushed under the rug and moved easily on . . . → Read More: 4th Myaversary ~ *Heavy Image*

25 Weeks, 4 Days & what used to be a Due Date


Today was my due date for the baby I lost in January of this year. It’s weird to me how both Ella & this baby’s pregnancy came right after the loss of another baby. Going to the doctor to find out . . . → Read More: 25 Weeks, 4 Days & what used to be a Due Date

List of Randoms

Randoms ~ things going through my mind

~ I have become completely obsessed with cleaning out my garage. I think about it all day while I’m at work and every box I empty out I seriously feel like doing a happy dance.

~Once the garage is completely cleaned out I . . . → Read More: List of Randoms

January 18, 2010 ~ Another Day of Loss

There’s little things about that dreadful day a little over 3 years ago that I remember. The color of my shirt, the time of day, the lonely feeling I felt… things that will forever be burned into my memory.

Yesterday things are still vivid in my mine… I’m sure that the way they’ll . . . → Read More: January 18, 2010 ~ Another Day of Loss

Another Loss… Another Heartache… Another Trial… I Cling to HOPE

I’ve learned that God doesn’t give you what you can’t handle. I’ve learned that when you hurt so badly inside that you think you might not survive, you amazingly do. One thing I hadn’t learned until today is that God can give you one excruciating thing to deal with more than once.It’s been 3 years, . . . → Read More: Another Loss… Another Heartache… Another Trial… I Cling to HOPE

Take a Moment… treasure your babies

Sometimes in life things just don’t go the way you planned them out. You may see things one way, and other people see them another. Maybe you’re right… maybe they’re right. At the end of the day it doesn’t matter.  Today in the havoc of drama that just makes my head spin and really . . . → Read More: Take a Moment… treasure your babies

My Heart is Shattered…

It’s been 3 years, 2 months, 3 weeks & 6 days since my baby girl left me. Through this time I have always felt her close to me. I have a necklace and her ashes are in it. That necklace means more to me than ANYTHING. It’s the last thing I have of her. . . . → Read More: My Heart is Shattered…

Tonight My Heart is Heavy

Life is short. Boy is it ever so short. I talked on my blog a while back about my problems with my IUD and how I was going through hormone testing and the Nurse Practitioner that I was seeing was WONDERFUL. She was so nice, layed back, took the time to hear you out. . . . → Read More: Tonight My Heart is Heavy

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